Saturday, November 5, 2011

Day 5- "Thank God for His Provisions"

God, thank you for all the provisions you have provided me with. From the basics of food and shelter to the luxury's of the fine linens I lay my head on at night, everything that I own, along with all people in my life, come to me through the power of You. You have provided me with so many blessings. I have so much more than I deserve. Thank You Lord, for granting me such provisions, despite my sins. God is an almighty provider and an ever forgiving God, and it is because of His grace that I am here today. Thank You for my home, my food, my possessions, my safety, my health, and all people in my life that you have provided me with.

Welcome Home Patsy!

Today, tucked deep in the basement of  the Downtown Elk River Antique Store was an old little baby just waiting for a loving home! I took one look at her and new that she was my baby Betsy's sister! Betsy, originally my Grandmothers doll, is gift that I absolutely adore. In the midst of the dirt on her face and smell of musty linens I had a vision of her cleaning up to be a beauty. I also happen to find the perfect gown for her the next booth over. A baptismal gown and bonnet trimmed with lace, and a netting slip. I took her home and got straight to work.

 We needed some soft scrub to get this little girl cleaned up!

 And a nice little afternoon at the spa, which included ears cleaned, and a hair wash!


The new clean hair, combed out! So fresh!
                       
 Introducing Ms. Patsy, my new adopted doll. She is adorable!



Thursday, November 3, 2011

Day 3- "Are you facing a trial of some sort? How are you thankful?"

Today, I am facing the same trial that I have been battling all year. Very few days pass that this trial is not on my mind and weighing heavy on my heart. It is a trial of bitterness, broken friendship, resentment, and forgiveness. This has been one of the bigger trials that I have faced in my adult life. It is difficult when a friendship dissolves and it seems as though there is nothing that can be done to restore the friendship. I am still in the process of learning to "Let go and let God."

I have been hurt badly by a friend whom I trusted with all my heart. This friend made the choice to end all communication with me about a year ago. I have made several attempts to reconcile with fairly little success. I have been advised by several friends to let the friendship go, and move on with my life. Up until recently I wasn't able to understand my strong desire to want to mend this relationship with someone who has hurt me. I have asked God to help me by giving me strength and ability to get through this trial. I have found some guidance recently through Gods works in book I read called The Purpose Driven Christmas written by Rick Warren. Thank you, Lord, for bringing that book into my life at the perfect time! While the entire book was inspiring, there was one chapter that spoke directly to my specific trial.

God gives us the desire, the ability and the power to reconcile. Jesus said, "Blessed be the peacemakers for they will be called sons of God." (Matthew 5:9) Anytime you attempt to restore a broken relationship, you're doing what God would do. It is the ministry of reconciliation. This does not mean to role over, and lose your sense of identity. It simply means that you must actively seek to end conflicts, promote reconciliation, and offer forgiveness to those who have hurt you. This is passing on the grace that God has shown us. "Those who are peacemakers will plant seeds of peace and reap a harvest of righteousness." (James 3:18.) Reconciliation does not mean resolution either, it does not mean you have resolved all problems it simply means that hostility has ended. You continue to work on the issues, but now you do it with respect and love instead of sarcasm and anger. Forgiveness does not mean that you return to trust. Forgiveness is instant, and trust takes time to restore. "If you refuse to forgive others, your Father will not forgive your sins." (Matthew 6:15.)

It makes sense! I am attempting to reconcile because that is what God wants for us! He wants us to have peace with others. I need to forgive, to rid myself of anger, and resentment so that I too may be forgiven. Even if I am unable to restore the relationship it is important that I do my part to reconcile, and attempt to work out any issues. Gods grace is amazing, and along with forgiveness he gives me the strength to keep trying to right my wrongs, and make peace with others.

Thank you God, for carrying me through my trials as only you can. I know that my weaknesses only bring me closer to you. I am thankful for all the life lessons that I have learned through my trials, and thankful that I have Him there with me always to hold my hand in joy and difficulty. I am thankful for the grace that you have granted me, and the strength you have given me to forgive others.

Day 2- "What made you smile today? Thank Him for it."

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

Day 1- "Thank God for Something Beautiful"

                           

Thank you God for creating this beautiful earth for your children to live on. From the green grass, bountiful trees, to the blue sky, and sparkling waters that cover our land you are so gracious, God, to give us such an amazing place to live and speak of your praise. You have created such beauty. I am forever thankful for the life you have given me here in Minnesota, where I have been so lucky to have experienced many hours among the nature scenes that you created. Today, I stop to breath in all the beauty in the nature that surrounds me. Thank you.

                                      Below: A Photo taken today at work
Below: Sunset at Knife Lake, Mora, MN

Attitude of Gratitude for November

This was posted by one of my friends on her blog (thanks Jen) and she invited others to join her! What a great opputunity to open our hearts to all that we have been given in life! I am taking this 30 day challenge and excited to greet each day with a new thankful outlook.